Sparks and Lightning

I can't say it...can I? I want to say it...but I don't know when. I have the letter, the right words are plastered into my brain. I wrote the letter, it's saved in my files now. Just waiting to be sent. What will it say, what will it think, what will he do? If I tell it, it'll destroy our friendship...or it might not...if it feels the same way. I HOPE it does, mmmm. Does it? I wonder...I hope this gets resolved. I asked several people for advice, and I am having trouble even fulfilling even one of them. I keep thinking about it, and my heart hurts when I'm not with it, when I'm not even in the same city as it. Sometimes I laugh, sometimes I cry. I am quite pathetic, aren't I?