It's times like these...

when you feel truly thankful for your family, friends, and other people that influence you.

I am thankful for...

my mother,
my father,
my sister.

My friends from First Stage,
my friends from Nicolet.

My inspirations (which include)
Michael Joe Jackson
and
Amelia Earhart.

I am also thankful for the people that care about me,
and the people that look out for me.

I wouldn't be who I am without all of you.

Thank you.

I'm gonna write again.

So.
Life is AMAZING.
I am AMAZING.
Life is in balance.
I am in balance.
I have close people/friends.
They are AMAZING.
The end.
For now.
(To be continued.)

P.S. Expect bursts like this every once in a while.
P.P.S. OMG THIS WEEKEND.
P.P.P.S. The end. For now.

You know that...

warm and fuzzy feeling you get when there is a particular thing in your life that makes you SO happy?
Well, I happen to have that feeling.
And it's great.
Only question is:
Will I act on this feeling?
Probably...
when the time is right,
and when I know for sure.
I think I do...
confirm for me, will ya?
<3.

(More to come soon, hopefully!)

So I haven't posted in a while....

Well, this year is a new start, that's for sure.
Honestly, I don't know whether to be sad, or to be overjoyed.
I have good grades, good friends, I have a good life.

There is a piece that is missing.
Thought I got it!
Guess I did not.

It does make me sad, you know?
Because I really thought it was there, within my grasp.
I guess not.

And you know the stupidest part of it all?
Now I am sitting here,
wallowing in my self pity,
and listening to Keane (and while they are AWESOME)
when I could still be listening to Keane but doing much more useful things with my time.
Like forgetting about that piece that I thought I almost had.
It's still gonna be in my mind though... you have to realize that.

Have fun this weekend, okay?
Don't be like me.
Because being like this can really bring down your mood.
Like it did and is doing now.

And you, have fun too. Hope you have fun without me. Too bad I actually wanted to go.

AHEM.

From Merriam Webster Online:

1: I and the rest of a group that includes me : you and I : you and I and another or others : I and another or others not including you —used as pronoun of the first person plural — compare i, our, ours, us

From Dictionary.Com and Collins English Dictionary:

1. refers to the speaker or writer and another person or other people: we should go now

Here's a good question...

WHAT'S THE DEFINITION OF THE WORD WE?

I don't know if this will work... but lets see.

I was just gonna make A HUGE mistake here. WOOPS.

What.Is.Happening?

I sit.
The squat Pen
rests as snug as a gun.
Boom
boom
boom.
Dear |___|,
Stop.
I can't
take it
anymore.
This pain.
This hurt.
This sorrow.
No one
should be able
to live
like this.
I can't take it anymore.
It hurts
too much.
No one
likes me
loves me
or cares about me.
I sit.
The squat pen
rests as snug as a gun.
Old,
alone,
done for.
A single tear
falls on my paper.
Why
aren't you
LISTENING?!?
I CAN'T
TAKE THIS ANYMORE.
I don't want
to go THAT far
BUT IT HURTS.
AND YOU AREN'T
DOING ANYTHING.
HELP!
I'm calling out to you
for love
and hope
and support.
Are you listening?

Looking Into Emotion

Looking Into Emotion

When you look into the eyes of the world,

what do you see?

You see hope, and fear,

Famine and drought,

Togetherness, and loneliness.

When you look into the eyes of a child,

what do you see?

You see thanking and longing,

Happiness, and sadness.

When you look into the eyes of every person on -this earth,

what do you see?

You see only one thing,

Emotion.

My Heart (Version Number 2)

My Heart (Version Number 2)
My Heart breathes, the air of the world,
My Heart sees, the faces of the world,
My Heart beats,
My Heart beats,
My Heart beats.
Yet there is only one...
Only one face...
it will never forget.
Can you guess who's face it is?

It's yours.

My Heart beats, the steady beat of a drum...
But when I'm around you...
it just runs,
and wants to become one...
with yours.
Mmm...Mmm...Mmm...
I need you here with me because
without you I can't survive.
Are you Listening?
Are you Listening?
Are you listening?

My Heart (Original) Dedicated to My Mother, for all the support she has given me throughout my life.

My Heart (Original)
Dedicated to My Mother, for all the support she has given me throughout my life.
My Heart sees, the faces of the world,
My Heart breathes, the air of the world.
But there's one of the faces it will remember,
It's yours.
You were with me from Day one,
You were with me in the first moments of my life.
You taught me life lessons, that I will never forget.
I love you.
I LOVE you.

Mysterioso

Mysterioso
When I look into the eyes
I was wrapped in a cocoon
Of the person in disguise,
I soon realized,
Seeing the light of the moon,
I had to guess
to confess.
Can he see,
No more LIES!
He belongs with me?

Forever Yours (Inspired by 'The Scientist' By Coldplay)

Forever Yours (Inspired by 'The Scientist' By Coldplay)

Nobody said it was easy,
to get back you've lost.
It is so hard,
to find what you're missing.
Nobody says they are perfect.
Everybody has their flaws.
But if you accept me
for who I am
I will be,
Forever yours.
Nobody said it was easy
to find you
and get you back.
And nobody said it was easy
to find your heart.
But everyone says it is easy
to be yourself.
Then why is it hard for me?
If you find me,
somewhere in your heart,
If you just be yourself,
If you accept me for me,
Then I'll be,
Forever yours.

Marry Me... (Inspired by Marry Me by Train)

I just LOOOVE Train. (:-D


Marry me.
Walking down the path,
everything looks like snow.
flowers in my hair
tear drops everywhere,
Now my face is shining
happiness breaking through
everything is melting
everyone is so
full of emotion
Marry me,
and I promise
to do what you ask
Marry me
and I'll care for you
through sickness and old age,
even when you're going,
even when it's showing
marry me.
Marry me,
and I know that we'll be happy
till the end of time.
Marry me...
we may have our ups and downs
but everything will be alright.
Marry me.
(ooh... ooh... ooh)
Marry me,
And I will always be there,
waiting, being with you.
(Ahh Ahh Ahh
Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh...
Ahhhhhh Ahh Ahh)
Marry me...
Marry me...
Marry me...

Untitled #4, inspired by Michael Jackson and Akon's Hold My Hand.

Because...
All I wanna do,
is make music,
together,
forever.
That is all I'm asking for.
We'll sing,
and play,
our favorites,
together,
forever.
Sit,
by the piano,
strike a chord.
Our harmony
has just
begun.
Sing,
laugh,
our collaboration
will strengthen.
Live,
Laugh,
Love.
Sing with me,
together,
forever.